More than survive

So, this might be a depressing start to this blog, but this is what it’s for. To get things out of my head and maybe help someone going through the same thing. Why is life so hard? Why does it feel like I can do nothing right. Just when I feel like I’m getting to the shore, the current carries me back out to sea. I just want peace. I want to be completely comfortable with who I am. The anxiety, depression, PTSD, tiredness of motherhood, the mom bod, all of it. All of “it” is who I am. Yet.. I hate it. I want to feel normal. But the more I try, the farther away from “normal” I get. Life is for living and I feel like I’ve missed that. The things I’ve been through in my life have made me this way and I’ve survived. But I want to do more than survive. Maybe you can go with me and we’ll learn to live again, together.